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#tbt Clearly I never listened to my sister. I found this with the rest of my books from my childhood.

#tbt Clearly I never listened to my sister. I found this with the rest of my books from my childhood.

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"We’re all twins and clones and remakes of each other; we’re all pairs unpaired; we’re all speaking the same repeated syllable at each other and why is it that I have to go running off into a twinless solitude? What is inside this solitude but me, saying the same syllable to myself over and over and over, trying to make sense of it, trying to rearrange it."

— from NOBODY IS EVER MISSING by Catherine Lacey

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"We endure what we can until we can’t. Underneath our skin and circulating through our bloodstream and guts, our fear pulsates inside of us. It’s a rhythm that presses against our cavity; an ache in our entire body. A wearisome, wordless, all-encompassing emotion.
I am occasionally eaten alive by my muted internal protests.” (via Navigating Fear | The Brooklyn Quarterly)
I wrote an essay about fear, gender, and cities for The Brooklyn Quarterly.
Image Credit: Ludovic Bertron, via Flickr

"We endure what we can until we can’t. Underneath our skin and circulating through our bloodstream and guts, our fear pulsates inside of us. It’s a rhythm that presses against our cavity; an ache in our entire body. A wearisome, wordless, all-encompassing emotion.

I am occasionally eaten alive by my muted internal protests.” (via Navigating Fear | The Brooklyn Quarterly)

I wrote an essay about fear, gender, and cities for The Brooklyn Quarterly.

Image Credit: Ludovic Bertron, via Flickr

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Big News

In 2012, I left my job as Events Coordinator at McNally Jackson with the intention of working as a frontline bookseller at Community Bookstore and focusing on my writing. A few months into my new job, I realized what a great opportunity I had to help build an events series at a fantastic independent bookstore.  And now, after hosting some of the best events of my bookselling career, I realize that it’s time to give events up.

Why walk away from a job that I’m genuinely good at and get a lot of professional satisfaction out of? The answer is the same as it has always been: I am first and foremost a writer, and the time has come to commit myself fully to that. By giving up events, I’ll have plenty of hours to work on freelance assignments and my book proposal. I’ve been fortunate enough to write for lots of publications I admire over the past couple of years: the Paris Review Daily, Salon, and Poets & Writers, just to name a few. I’m looking forward to taking on even more assignments.

I’m incredibly grateful to Stephanie Valdez and Ezra Goldstein for giving me the opportunity to curate events both in the store and as part of our offsite series, Brooklyn by the Book. They have transformed Community into one of the most vibrant and essential independent bookstores in the country. I’m proud to work for them. You’ll still be able to see me once a week. I’ll be a frontline bookseller Tuesday nights from 5:30-9, so stop by and say hi and get some book recommendations.

When I first started running events at RiverRun Bookstore in Portsmouth, NH in 2007, I felt like my dreams had come true. I could curate literary events and hang out with my favorite writers. Seven years later, I still feel that way. I’m lucky to have fulfilled one dream, and to have learned so much from all of the authors I’ve listened to and the booksellers and publishing professionals I’ve worked with.

Recently I came across a journal from my elementary school years, in which I talked about wanting to own a bookstore and be a famous writer and be a librarian. I’ve never owned a bookstore, and I’ve been in the business long enough to know that writing isn’t about being famous, but I’d like to thank my childhood self for knowing at such a young age what mattered to me. It took me thirty years to have the courage to really figure it out, but here it is: I need to write for myself, and the rest will follow. I need to want something and go after it and see if it can happen. So here goes: I’m not Michele the events coordinator or Michele the writer. I’m me, and writing is what makes me happy even when it makes me miserable, and that’s why I must do it.

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"She liked to hear people tell stories. The saddest ones were the best. She wondered if that meant anything at all."—from LILA by Marilynne Robinson

"She liked to hear people tell stories. The saddest ones were the best. She wondered if that meant anything at all."—from LILA by Marilynne Robinson

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From REBORN by Susan Sontag.

From REBORN by Susan Sontag.

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Knausgaard!

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Last night Nicole Krauss interviewed Karl Ove Knausgaard at communitybookstore. It was the best event I’ve ever attended and/or hosted in my seven years as an events coordinator at indie bookstores. John Williams wrote about the event for The New York Times!

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"One’s life is peculiarly one’s own when one has invented it."

— from NIGHTWOOD by Djuna Barnes

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"Writing is drawing the essence of what we know out of the shadows. That is what writing is about. Not what happens there, not what actions are played out there, but the there itself. There, that is writing’s location and aim. But how to get there?"

— from MY STRUGGLE, Book One by Karl Ove Knausgaard

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"But rereading is not like remembering. It’s more like rewriting ourselves: the subtle alchemy of reinventing our past through the twice-underscored words written by others."

— from “Return Ticket” in SIDEWALKS by Valeria Luiselli

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